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Welp.
There's a reason I think I don't write as many journal entries anymore. I start them, and then because there's no specific point to some I just ramble and it loses some sense of cohesiveness. So I stare at it and go "Wow this is a pile of crap why would I make anyone read this?" and delete it.
Then start again.
Being as active as I am on plurk it's hard to find something I feel is worth devoting an entire journal entry to.
So, have some random thoughts.
> I'm really enjoying Bruno Mars' "Young Girls"
> Still sick of 99% of the songs written and sung by Pink due to her being far too overplayed on my radio
> Feel like rereading The Boys comics because of this icon and loving the Frenchman far too much.
> Want to read Tabitha Smith stuff for Reasons
> ...still need to catch up on Fables
> ...still want to read GotG stuff before the movie comes out.
> Excited for Wanda in MCU ;3;
> Family is exhausting and juggling seeing 48 of them regularly + my life is frustrating
> I miss my sister :C Mom and Dad both want to visit but I can't afford it myself, both have offered to pay my way. Am hoping I can get brought up there by BOTH of them for multiple visits.
> My reading tracking is continuing. I'm on book #6 for the month, which makes it #22 for the year. I've been rereading Simon R. Green stuff aaand I think I'll do the new InCryptid book after, or start on a new author recommended to me by all of my lovely friends.
> Missing doing photography. Keep getting half-motivated to post my work and then...get bored sorting through pictures and still haven't solved the "how I want to post them" problem and bleh. My hobbies stop being fun when they start being work.
> Weather is improving which means I want to hit up the archery range again. Am hoping to get around to the shop soon to get wax for my bowstring.
> Still have no idea what I'm doing for my birthday. Am recently discouraged by the Big Party idea and back to wanting to plan a trip somewhere. I blame Mom for pushing for it.
> Also unhappy that Mom once more asked me if I plan on dating again at some point. I know it's a central part of her life but it's...not a central part of mine. Irritated because sometimes I DO want to and I get motivated, but the moment she asks I just don't want to anymore because it pisses me off to be asked, like I am somehow wrong or weird for not making it a priority like she does.
Hff.
I ought to think of positive things, lest I piss myself off while at work.
> Guild Wars 2 still makes me happy. I love playing it, I love making characters, and recently made a new Male Thief who is blatant mancandy and I really couldn't give a fuck. Gratuitous hot guys in leather armor for the win.
> In the mood to shop for summer clothes. Am thinking of paying off more of my credit card and then hitting up Old Navy for cute new tops and maybe some summer-y pants. Also need new sandals. Might see if Dad will float me some extra money for some good ones to get me through the year.
And I have...a lot of work. So. Going to get back to that.
Then start again.
Being as active as I am on plurk it's hard to find something I feel is worth devoting an entire journal entry to.
So, have some random thoughts.
> I'm really enjoying Bruno Mars' "Young Girls"
> Still sick of 99% of the songs written and sung by Pink due to her being far too overplayed on my radio
> Feel like rereading The Boys comics because of this icon and loving the Frenchman far too much.
> Want to read Tabitha Smith stuff for Reasons
> ...still need to catch up on Fables
> ...still want to read GotG stuff before the movie comes out.
> Excited for Wanda in MCU ;3;
> Family is exhausting and juggling seeing 48 of them regularly + my life is frustrating
> I miss my sister :C Mom and Dad both want to visit but I can't afford it myself, both have offered to pay my way. Am hoping I can get brought up there by BOTH of them for multiple visits.
> My reading tracking is continuing. I'm on book #6 for the month, which makes it #22 for the year. I've been rereading Simon R. Green stuff aaand I think I'll do the new InCryptid book after, or start on a new author recommended to me by all of my lovely friends.
> Missing doing photography. Keep getting half-motivated to post my work and then...get bored sorting through pictures and still haven't solved the "how I want to post them" problem and bleh. My hobbies stop being fun when they start being work.
> Weather is improving which means I want to hit up the archery range again. Am hoping to get around to the shop soon to get wax for my bowstring.
> Still have no idea what I'm doing for my birthday. Am recently discouraged by the Big Party idea and back to wanting to plan a trip somewhere. I blame Mom for pushing for it.
> Also unhappy that Mom once more asked me if I plan on dating again at some point. I know it's a central part of her life but it's...not a central part of mine. Irritated because sometimes I DO want to and I get motivated, but the moment she asks I just don't want to anymore because it pisses me off to be asked, like I am somehow wrong or weird for not making it a priority like she does.
Hff.
I ought to think of positive things, lest I piss myself off while at work.
> Guild Wars 2 still makes me happy. I love playing it, I love making characters, and recently made a new Male Thief who is blatant mancandy and I really couldn't give a fuck. Gratuitous hot guys in leather armor for the win.
> In the mood to shop for summer clothes. Am thinking of paying off more of my credit card and then hitting up Old Navy for cute new tops and maybe some summer-y pants. Also need new sandals. Might see if Dad will float me some extra money for some good ones to get me through the year.
And I have...a lot of work. So. Going to get back to that.